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Name: megan
Country: United States
State: Arizona
Metro: Phoenix
Birthday: 3/16/1990


Interests: school. music. hockey. dance. singing. boys. friends. work. traveling. taking pictures. text messaging. movies. slumber parties. playing dress up. acting. broadway. writing. jeans. kissing. swimming. monsoons. rain. storms. family. happiness. church. pictures. memories. cookies. pizza. perfume. moshi. chi. love. protection.
Expertise: living.
Occupation: Student


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AIM: lilmissmegarooni


Member Since: 5/7/2004

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Friday, January 12, 2007

I'm sorry for hurting your feelings.  I wasn't thinking and what I said was rude and harsh.  So, I do apologize.

However, please understand how frustrating this is. The situation tore our friendship in half.  I don't mind hearing you vent, I really really don't.  I love being the friend you come to when you are hurt, upset, or just need to talk.  But in circumstances where I truly disagree with your decisions, its hard for me to accept your feeling's.  I'm sorry for hurting you, but in the end, he's hurt you more.  Get over him.  Learning to let go is the first step.  Why can't you see that he is nothing?  Why do you let him affect you so tremendously?  HE IS NOT WORTH YOUR TEARS.  Some of them are, but he...just isn't.  I hope you can forgive me for the things I said.  I couldn't hold back my feelings, therefore being incredibly insensitive to yours.  I am at fault. 

But you are at fault for letting this continue. 
Show me you're stronger than that.
Show yourself you're stronger than that.


Saturday, January 06, 2007

This is the year that will make a difference.  This is the year I will change.  I'll learn to let go this year...and forgive the people that have turned their back on me.  This year I will decide the next step; all the next steps.  The steps I've been putting off and neglecting.  This year, I will conquer them. 

I'm going to become a smarter and wiser person, because this year, I'm going to grow up.  I'm going to grow in faith, in family, and in love.  It's time.  I'm ready to decide what sort of path I'm going to take.  I'm ready because I know that the people who truly know and love me, they're right next to me.  This year, the people I need the most aren't behind me...or in front of me. They are holding my hand and wiping away my tears and thats what I need. 

So, 2007, here I come.  Bring on the hard decisions.  I'm ready for the big changes.  I'm moving on.


Sunday, December 03, 2006

because i copy gabrielle :)

[] short, 5'3 and under
[x] 5'4 -5'6"
[] 5'7" - 6'0
[] tall 6'1 and up


NATURALLY

[] blonde
[] redhead
[x] brunette
[]dirty blonde/brownish
[] dark brown
[] black
[] orange
[] kind of both blond n red
[] kind of both brunette and black

Eyes

[] blue-eyed
[]brown-eyed
[x] green-eyed
[] hazel eyed
[] dark eyed
[]gold-eyed
[] silver/gray- eyed
[] blue/green-eyed
[] blue/gray-eyed
[] they change colors


[x] glasses
[] contacts
[] neither
[]both

Hair

[] short hair
[] medium
[x] long hair

Your favorite color(s) are?

[] red
[] pink
[] yellow/maze
[x] black
[] green
[] neon green
[x] blue
[]white
[] turquoise
[] silver
[] purple
[] brown
[] orange
[] gray
[x] maroon
[] gold
[] deep purple
[] blood red

Some things you've done
or have attempted to do

[x] ice skating
[x] hiking
[x] kayaking
[x] rafting
[] water skiing
[x] camping
[x]horseback riding
[]surfing and skim/wake boarding
[x] snowboarding
[] skiing
[x] skateboarding
[x] cheerleading
[] lacrosse
[] street hockey
[x] ice hockey
[x]gymnastics
[] martial arts
[] bmx
[] baton twirling


you CAN'T stand listening to?

[] pop
[]country
[] christian
[]classical
[] techno
[] oldies
[] opera
[x] reggae
[] emo
[] 80's
[] disco
[] hip hop
[] punk
[]rap


The pets you have/had?
(Put however many x's number of pets you've had)
HOWEVER many x's=about how many of um

[] cat
[] dog
[] lizard
[] rat
[] ferret
[]bunny
[xx] fish
[] duck
[] horse
[] bird
[] frog
[]hermit crab
[] prarie dog
[] turtle
[]hamster
[] snake
[] gerbil
[]guinea pig
[] pig
[] goat
[] chinchilla
[] tarantula
[] geese
[] chicken/rooster
[] hedgehog
[] mouse
[] newt

States I have been to:
ALLL 50
[]Alabama
[x] Alaska
[x] Arizona
[x] Arkansas
[x] California
[x] Colorado
[] Connecticut
[] Delaware
[] Florida
[] Georgia
[x] Hawaii
[] Idaho
[] Illinois
[] Indiana
[] Iowa
[] Kansas
[] Kentucky
[]Louisiana
[] Maine
[] Maryland
[x] Massachusetts
[] Michigan
[] Minnesota
[] Mississippi
[] Missouri
[] Montana
[] Nebraska
[] Nevada
[] New Hampshire
[] New Jersey
[] New Mexico
[x] New York
[] North Carolina
[] North Dakota
[] Ohio
[] Oklahoma
[] Oregon
[] Pennsylvania
[] Rhode Island
[] South Carolina
[] South Dakota
[x] Tennessee
[] Texas
[x] Utah
[] Vermont
[] Virginia
[x] Washington
[] West Virginia
[] Wisconsin
[] Wyoming

your confessions:

[] im afraid of quietness
[] I am really ticklish
[x] I'm afraid of the dark
[] I've collected comic books
[] I shut others out when I'm sad
[x] I open up to others easily
[] I read the blue/green eyes
[]I don't kill bugs
[] I have "x"s in my screen name
[] I bake well
[x] have worn pajamas to class
[] I love Martha Stewart
[] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS
[x] I love to laugh.
[] i drink alcohol on a regular basis
[] I have tried a cigarette
[] I can't swallow pills
[x] I bite my nails
[x] I play computer games.
[x] Gotten lost in the city
[x] Gone out in public in your pajamas
[] Been skydiving
[] Been bungee jumping
[x] Bitten someone
[x]Dressed up like a guy/girl
[] egged a house/car
[] Crashed into a car
[] Been fired

Have you ever...

[] stolen a sign
[x] danced in the rain
[x] Seen a shooting star
[] proposed to someone!
[x] Gotten stitches
[x] Eaten Sushi
[x] Gotten the chicken pox
[x] Ridden in a taxi
[x] Been on a boat
[x] Driven over 400 miles in one day
[] Been on a Plane by yourself
[x] had surgery
[x] seen a movie more than 3 times in the theater
[x] been on stage
[] gotten a black eye
[x] memorized all the dialogue in a movie...
[x] watched an entire baseball game on tv

Do you like...

[x]old movies
[x] musicals
[x] music
[x] foreign foods
[] anime
[x] Christmas time
[x] Doughnuts
[x] animals
[x] coffee


Thursday, November 16, 2006

EIGHT Lasts:

8. Cigarette: never
7. Beverage: wawar boddel
6. Movie:  click
5. Phone Call: max
4. CD Played: fueled by ramen mix
3. Bubble Bath: not in the past year
2. Time You Cried: last night
1. Meal: samurai sams!

EIGHT Have You Evers:
8. Dated Someone Twice: kind of?
7. Been Cheated On: yes
6. Bought condoms: no
5. Kissed Someone & Regretted It:  yes
4. Fallen in love: Yes
3. Lost Someone: Yes
2. been Depressed: Yes
1. Been Drunk And Thrown up: nope

SIX Things You Did In The Past Three Days:
1. Gone shopping: yesss
2. Went To Work: yeah
3. Colored: haha yeah, for a class assignment
4. Talked to your crush: yep, the most handsomest boy in the whole world!
5. Got Drunk: no
6. Slept: not enough

List THREE Favorite Colors
1. black
2. red
3. blue?

List TWO Things You Want To Do Before You Die
1. travel
2. be completely and utterly content

So Far in '06 I have:
1. Been To School: yes
2. Made A New Friend: yes
3. Fallen Out Of Love: nope
4. Done Something You Swore Never To Do:  probably
5. Laughed Until You Cried: yeah...i'm dating the funniest guy ever, it happens
6. Went Behind Your Parents Backs: yeah
7. Met Someone Who Changed Your Life? maybe?
8. Gotten Close To Someone: yeah
9. Found Out Who Your True Friends Are:  yeah

What Do You Think Of...
1. Bush: extreme dislike
2. Lowering The Drinking Age: nope

RANDOM:
1. Straight, Gay, Bi: straight
2. Do You Have A Crush: max
3. Who Is The Best Hugger You Know: my daddy
4. Do You Believe In Love At First Sight? no
5. Is There Something You Want To Tell Someone: yeah


Saturday, October 28, 2006

I went to Boston.  I uploaded some pictures on my "photoblog" area if you want to take a looksy!



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